KarMel Scholarship 2008

 

Poem

“My Soldier”

By Andrea Dargin

 

 

 

Desciption of Submission: “A poem about my current relationship with a woman in the military. She will be deploying soon and I express my sorrow and also exclusion.” – Andrea

 

I am making a mad scramble to pick up the pieces

That shattered and fell from my heart

When the words 'deployment' and 'June'

Floated through the cold receiver.

 

I shake my head, releasing a stream of tears—

Enough to fill and ocean tenfold

Deeply, I sob into the lonely night

Wishing this were only a dream

 

My sorrow deepens as the conditions of our relationship

Come to light in a more direct way

I cannot come to Military Iraq Support meetings for spouses

Being a lesbian is against the rules.

 

So I am here, alone with only my family as support

I wish I knew someone in the same boat

But, the having no one to relate

Will not be my downfall.

 

I must be strong

Because she is an American soldier

Although many she works to defend

Wont fight for her own human rights

She continues to protect our nation

 

And beside her I stand,

As she leaves for war soil

And I will support her

My love, my soldier.

 

 

 

 

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