KarMel Scholarship 2008

 

Poem

“The Mistake I Made”

By Kara Hurtado

 

 

 

Desciption of Submission: “A poem of how I grew up thinking that being anything but straight as a strait edge was wrong to being the mistake I made in my life was not telling anyone who I really was.” - Kara

 

Growing up I learn its wrong

I hear its disgusting

I look around me

 

And I’m protected not to see it

I am forced to choose who to be

By what everyone says is normal

 

Too young to argue

Too young to understand

I must be what my mom says is right

 

But I love her, she is right to me

These feelings I have, are my normal

This is what I know to be true

 

Yet afraid to be hated

To be rejected

But being forced acceptance

 

Is the same as rejection

I know who I am

I know what I am

 

Engulfed no longer by confusion

I no longer what to hide

My mistake wasn’t saying to the world

 

I am a lesbian

My mistake wasn’t saying

I will never repent, for something that makes me, me

 

The mistake I made

Was hiding from my family

Friends

But most importantly me

 

 

 

 

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