KarMel Scholarship 2008

 

Poem

“For Another Day”

By Brittany Kalosza

 

 

 

Desciption of Submission: “I wrote this during one of those oh-so-close times that I backed out on coming out to my parents.  I'm the president of my school's Gay-Straight-Alliance and we had a couple from PFLAG come in and talk about what goes through a parent's mind when their child comes out and LGBT.  They feel like their dreams for their child are crushed, etc.   I've watched people come out and they felt so wonderful and free and I wanted that so badly. But thinking about what it would do to my mom had stopped me a few times, and one of those time I decided to write about it” - Brittany

 

 

Gather my values,

My heart and my whole,

To a pile in the corner

Wrapped in the gown.

 

The gown set aside

For the day that ever girl dreams

Of, white lace and flowers, tears

Of joy, turned suddenly now to fear.

 

Silence was golden, but now is black

With the shadows in which we hide.

 

The door closed, not slammed,

But closed in our paths,

Though the point is made clear.

 

Shy away from the light,

The warmth of a friendly face

Turned strange.

 

We stand shaken, and yet

Untouched, as we wonder

If pride is worth the cost

Of the surfacing secrets.

 

We look to the light.

 

No.  My face turns away,

Back to the ground so cold.

The cold was once soothing now.

 

Not now, not today.

I watch as the others

Wander blindly into the distance,

 

Without me.

 

But there is hope, for

Tomorrow is another day.

 

But for now, I will

Gather my values,

My heart and my whole,

To a pile in the corner

And save them for another day.

 

 

 

 

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